[19 Dec 2006|11:14pm] i've said "i love you" four times. i've meant it only once. i'm a liar. 4 | broken keys

[08 Dec 2006|11:08am] let's run around in circles until we throw up our insides, actually...let's just be in love. same thing. broken keys

[07 Dec 2006|02:45pm] ok, so did i just disappear off the face of the earth? no, not really - that's not possible. anywho, so i begin working in the music library come spring semester, i'm excited...this is my chance to meet professors and just look at scores and listen to recordings all day. this will be my first paying job so i'm excited about that. i'm also thrilled at the pocket change that i'll be getting. last night i smoked hookah (sp?) for the first time...that shit didn't do anything, i'm going to try again tonight. I also found a place that sells cloves...so i'll be a happy person for a while. cello can kiss my ass. it's not going anywhere and niether am i. what's the point anymore.. i got a boyfriend and we broke up with eachother two days later...he was boring and really (wierdly) conservative. he believes in all this pre-destination shit and jesus....GODDAMN. lol, not looking for one of those anymore. i have a birthday present for briana and have no way of getting it up there, 1) because i'm really lazy and 2) because i'm too lazy. she comes home in like 2 weeks so maybe i can just give it to her then. i <3 her. we're getting married, did ya know? now, i'm typing for type's sake because i'm trying to keep my fingers warm before my lesson. i can't play well until like an hour after i've been inside....my fingers need to be loosened up. loosen up my buttons, baby. chicken noodle soup...with something on the side. i'm bringing sexxy back, bitch. shoes. omg. shoes. ok, bye now. seriosly, bye. i've got to go. stop talking to me, dammnit! luis. luis. siul. siul. 3 | broken keys

[19 Nov 2006|08:07pm] So I've been doing pretty well. Lately my life has been centered around cello - which it should be. My eating habits are horrible - Fast food is bad for me, stop it Luis. I'm going to New York in two days. Hopefully I'll get to see Briana as well as MSM or NYU. I finally registered for classes, not the schedule i wanted but, oh well. That's just one of the perks of being a freshman. Anywho, I have a topic proposal to write...so, ttyl. 1 | broken keys

[08 Nov 2006|10:49pm] being a cellist is so stressful. i hope this pays off somehow. i want to be damn good. every week it's the same thing over and over again. Etude, scales, arpeggios, bow exercises....it never stops. Don't tell me my life is easy - it most certainly is not. anywho - i love Starbucks' Godiva Hot Chocolates...Mmm... New York in two weeks. fuck me! 1 | broken keys

[26 Oct 2006|05:29pm] you are lucky. you are lucky because you are not a music education major. it's so much harder than you think. suck it. broken keys

[08 Oct 2006|11:52pm] yes, i made a mistake. i hate myself for everything - but...that's not what this is about. i've done some things, here and there...but...one thing that i do... one thing i did do right.... i loved you. i loved you with every bone in my body - even the ones you didn't suck. i loved you. but, as you say...we're through. broken keys

[25 Sep 2006|01:11am] In response to Briana's post: Things I'm cleaning up: -My motivation -My practice schedule -My friends -My horrible eating habits -My organizational problems and cleanliness. Not really much to clean up but...it's a start. I'll probably find things along the way that need patching up and when i get there...i'll fix 'em. Night. broken keys

[24 Sep 2006|12:56am] So I keep telling myself that I'm going to write in this journal, but I never get around to it. I'm hoping this week is going to be a productive one. Today I was supposed to go see the Atlanta Symphony perform Beethoven's Ninth Symphony - but plans were ruined because they were all sold out. So instead, we drove to Greenville and had dinner with Ms. Dey. I saw Cory (i know, i know), talked to him for 2.5 seconds and basically he told me, "No." Now I have to get over him and start over here in Columbia. It's a bummer (call me crazy) but I put a lot of time and work into that relationship. Clearing out my life here didn't work either because he still wasn't satisfied. Anywho, I bought 2 beautiful shirts today and lost my ATM card. That was a lot of fun. Tommorow I want to visit the Baha'i center in Columbia as well as write my annotated bibliography for English. I need to practice and want to get at least 3 hours in everyday. I also want to finish my book, Naked, by David Sedaris and finish up my other books. Tommorow, I might also treat myself to a white chocolate mocha from Starbucks. I'm also in pursuit of what may be the best movie I have ever seen in my life: The Piano.Seriously, check that movie out; it will make you cry like you've never cried before. I may pay a visit to Finley park tommorow if the wheather permits. Damnit, I wish we had subways in this city because we need them. I'm tired of walking everywhere. Well, that's it for now. I think I'll retire for the night. P.S. Do I use to many commas? 2 | broken keys

[19 Sep 2006|11:14am] I guess it's time for an extensive update on my college life thing. I've become a Starbucks junkie - ordering a White chocolate mocha everyday and eating nutrigrain bars on the way to class. Columbia is a nice place, hot at times but still very pleasant. I like to roam around the city alone - it's a very spiritually cleansing activity. I'd love to say that I'm having a hard time here and that k0LleG3 iS s000 sTr3ssFul......but, i can't. I have an "A" in everyclass so far and have time to kill. Acutually, not JUST an "A" but a 100 in the following classes: English 101, Computer Science 101, Recital Class lab, and Orchestra. I also have a 98 in sightsinging and a unbearably low 87 in Theory. lol. BUT, that's not important. My friends are amazing, i love them. Sonya Schumman is my girl. I love my talented little asian. School is very nice. Cello is going wonderfully, thanks for asking. Jesselsson is just fucking amazing and I learn something new everyday. I'll be on top before you know it. Lol, that wasnt very extensive or enlightening...but..i have to go. Time for cigarrettes and coffee. broken keys

[08 Sep 2006|08:46am] last night i went to IHOP around 1am with Kristian, William, Clara, and Iiush. Now, it's 8am and my head hurts. quitting smoking is a little easier than i thought it would be. this weekend=greenville with Will and Ira. Then, movies or something with Clara and folks on sunday. Concert on thursday. yay. broken keys

[07 Aug 2006|08:35pm] Ah, I'm back in the little town of Elgin after a nice weekend getaway to Greenville. Our trip was really funny to say the least. One of the highlights of the trip was our drive to Wal-Mart (that was 15 minutes away from our sleezy Motel) to buy a DVD player that wasn't even compatible with our TV. Oh, and it took us an hour to get back. I was so angry with the TV situation that I wanted to drop Briana at Platinum Plus so we could get the funds to buy a new TV. [EDIT] I've realized that I haven't been reaching my potential as a person. Yeah, it sounds wierd but I feel like I could change in a lot of areas and blah blah blah. I hate talking about religion. Fuck it. I want a Starbucks Frappacino and some chicken nuggets from Wendy's. 1 | broken keys

[24 Jul 2006|08:03am] Suck on that bitches, Miss Puerto Rico has been crowned the 2006 Miss Universe! 1 | broken keys

[27 Jun 2006|05:40pm] Michele and Leanna drove down to see me on saturday! Yay! That was fun. Our day included: The movies. The malls. The great lunch at ABC. The Marble Slab. The luxury of racing go-carts. The great dinner at chick-fil-a. The great strucutre, my house! 1 | broken keys

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[14 Jun 2006|05:39pm] After much thought, one of the following maybe my final career goal: Luis A. Mercado Jr. Professor of Music Education Columbia University -or- Luis A. Mercado Jr. Professor of Violoncello and Music History Columbia University -or- Luis A. Mercado Jr. Secretary of Education US Department of Education -or- Luis A. Mercado Jr. Secretary of the Interior US Department of the Interior. Watch out. I'm coming. 1 | broken keys

[13 Jun 2006|05:32pm] My trip to the library consisted of me checking out Leadership, by Rudolph W. Guiliani (previous mayor of NYC). I've just read the preface and it seems promising. I also saw the Ten Commandments posted in a Mcdonalds. It was both hilarious and disturbing. My jaw is locked for some reason and it really hurts. It locks and then unlocks randomly every few seconds. Now i'm chewing gum so that it hopefully stays unlocked. In other news... I am really beginning to hate George W. Bush. This whole "defining marriage" thing he tried to pass through the senate really pissed me off. I don't ever plan to marry a man, but there was no need for a constitutional amendment. He didn't prove to be useful during Hurricane Katrina and the War on Terror hasn't been his forte. He and that bitch Margaret Spellings passed that No child left behind act (which basically prevents me from majoring in Music Performance). And finally, he proposed that amendment. but what do i know. [EDIT] I found out today, through a conversation with my mother, that my name isn't really Luis Alberto Mercado Asencio Jr.... It's actually: Luis Alberto Mercado Asencio Olivencia Ortiz Jr. wowzers. 4 | broken keys

[11 Jun 2006|03:30pm] Swimfan is officially the best movie ever. 1 | broken keys

[09 Jun 2006|10:05pm] what happens in hilton head... ...stays in hilton head btw: i met a guy who attends the Savannah College of Art and Design broken keys

[01 Jun 2006|02:37pm] WASHINGTON, June 1 — A top commander in Iraq has ordered that troops be given extra training in "core warrior values" because of allegations that American marines killed 24 Iraqi civilians in an unprovoked attack last November. Lt. Gen. Peter W. Chiarelli, the top operational commander for the American-led forces in Iraq, has directed subordinate commanders to put the training in effect over the next 30 days. It will emphasize the importance of adhering to "legal, moral and ethical standards on the battlefield," the Defense Department said today. STANDARDS? AMERICANS? NO!!!!!!!! Cure: American soldiers, please don't kill Iraqi civilians! Kill the soldiers! They are more of a threat. Only kill the civilians if they strap bombs to their chests and run towards you. 1 | broken keys

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